Tuesday, May 12, 2009

A Clear Goal in Mind

So, with a lot of thinking I've come up with this. I need to have a goal in mind to keep me motivated. And my goal isn't that I just want to feel sexy. I need more than that to keep myself going.
I'm invited to my boyfriends family reunion. I believe it's June 8th, but I'm not quite sure. Anyways, I want to lose at least 5 pounds by then, maybe 10. Whatever I can manage. But I'd like to look good for it. That's my motivation. For the last couple of times that I've gone out running/walking I would say to myself "family reunion, family reunion, family reunion".
It helps me to keep moving.
So here's my new schedule.

30 minute morning walk/jog
100 situps(yeah, I know...ugh.lol)
afternoon 30 minute walk/jog
Jillian Michaels 30 Day Shred(30 minutes)
evening 30 minute walk/jog
100 situps

Monday, May 11, 2009

Drag Queens and Hippies

So, sorry I haven't updated anything in a couple of days(not that anybody actually reads this.lol), but I've been busy busy busy. I'm on my 6th day of Jillian Michaels 30 Day Shred. I should be wayyy farther than that, but ugh, I'm having less and less motivation.lol
But no worries, I'll eventually get back in the game.
SO ANYWAY.
My friends and I decided to have a "Hippie Night" the other night. It was so much fun. We just went around dressed all crazy and had a blast.(: We like to do things like that, just us being dorks.lol




AND THEN...DRAG QUEENS. So, Veg, Matt, and I went to a Sunday night drag show. Got there around 10:45ish and left at almost 3ish.lol It was the most fun I have had in a long time. Unfortunately, I do not have any pictures from the actual show, but I do have some of my boyfriend(Matt) and me after the show. Next time I'll remember to bring the camera. The girls were beautiful and it was fun knowing one of them too. She was a doll.
And the dance let me bring out my inner lesbian.LOL It was fun, and we all cant wait to go back again some other Sunday night.(:




Hot? YES. And he's all mine.<3 I love him with all of my heart and would never trade him or anything about him.
We had a great time. It was so exciting and it was the first time any of us had been to a drag show. Something I will never forger.(:

Now I promise to get back in the exercising game. I PROMISE! It's just so damn hard.lol But as long as I know I can do it, I will be able to do it.(:
NIGHT!

Thursday, May 7, 2009

A Good Day

So, today was a good day. I woke up around 11ish(ok a little bit later than I should wake up, but, whatever). When I woke up I put on my shoes, got on my workout clothes, and went for a run/walk/jog. It was really hot, but I stuck it out and was outside for an hour.(:
After I got home, I rested for about 30 minutes. After that I was right back up and did my 30 Day Shred.
I'm on day 5 of Jillian Michaels 30 Day Shred. Almost done with the first level. I felt great. Like I could take on the world.
After all of that working out I had a salad. I've had about 2 glasses of water today. Not as much as I need, but I'm taking it slow.
Before bed I will either go for a quick jog around the neighborhood or do 100 sit-ups, or both.
In all, it's been a good day.(:
SO.

Level 1, day 5, of Jillian Michaels 30 Day Shred.
Hour long run.

Wednesday, May 6, 2009

Week One Photos

Ok, so...once again I have fallen behind. I'm not doing as much exercise as I need to be doing. While I should be on day 6 of Jillian Michaels 30 Day Shred, I'm only on day 3. I need more motivation. So, I've taken a couple of pictures to show me "before". Hopefully, every week I can update with more pictures and eventually see some changes. My goal...wear a swimming suit sometime this summer.(:

So, here are some pictures...be warned...gross and disgusting

As you can see I have some extra flab on my sides. Gotta get rid of those.



The dreaded side view.:P
My backfat is an issue too. It's what I'm working on the most right now.
So there you have it. Me in the flesh...unfortunately.lol
Every year, even during the summer, I wear hoodies and jackets. They're my security and safety. I just dont want people seeing my body. It's sad and I want to be able to go outside in a cute top withouth wearing either of them. I hate it so much. And maybe posting pictures will keep me motivated.